Thursday, February 28, 2008

i finally had the time to watch They Kiss Again Epi 11 today!!

oh man finally they he hao. and it was so funny lah at the end when ZS taught XQ how to take off her clothes.

haha and seriously kissing with icing cream is like ##&#^*^%@#!

hmm okayy end of story.

Y7:33 PM


i am switching to livejournal:DD

i can't think of a nice name yet.


please pray that the singapore police or army people can nab the terrorist soon:DD hope that bukit timah can be a safe place again:D

and hope that everyone in kwong wai shu hospital will be well and fine and healthy and strong.


okayyy i'm tired of blogger,welcome livejournal!!

Y6:04 PM

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

当我很想放弃的时候,请你给我力量。

当我开始绝望时,请你给我希望。

当我无助时,请你扶我一把。

当我跌倒时,请你教我如何在站起来。

Y8:17 PM

Monday, February 25, 2008

yayyy Mrs Wong is back!! Bio lessons are much more interesting now:DDDD

ilove Mrs Wong<333 ilove Mrs Wong<333 a lot.

and ai wu ji wu, i love bio now:DD

and i really think that Mrs Wong is a very strong person. mentally strong(: seriously.

i love Mrs Wong<333

Y5:09 PM

Sunday, February 24, 2008

oh man yesterday's thinking day rally was like haha:DD especially the part where we totally missed cheering for the PNA thingo. i really couldn't recognise gaomin coz its like so far away, then i heard Nanyang, but then it was Nanyang Girls Secondary School so I thought i heard wrongly, but really it turned out to be us. it was like so funny can! coz i was still trying to spot gaomin from all the bluey people then someone from behind shouted that our turn is gone! ahhhhhh,thats how life is yeah. and lesson learnt is to be more observant.


and I'm very gan dong that thinking day has finally come to an end. well, i don't think its the end of anything, but instead it marks the sign of a new beginning, for the company and each and everyone of NYGG. we are all going to embark on a new jorney,with our hearts as one, making 2008 a more fufilling year than 2007. we'll bring on the spirit we had in 2007, and continue to shine in our guiding life:DD
yayy i wanna pass my guiding light on. pass it on pass it on((:
oh wells and i promise that we'll get our two gold back next year. hehh lets jiayou:D this also reminds me that i still have the initiative proposal to work on!

and i was quite inspired by the notion " Every Guide A Leader". and i totally agree that everyone will be a leader in her own way. it also brought me to reflect on how was I as a leader of this company. Am i considered a leader because of the authority/post that I have or is it the qualities that I have or the things I do that make me a leader? well, i guess I'll need to lead from my heart, lead by example, and lead because I want to and not I need to. I think this is something everyone needs to know, that Leadership is not a position of authority, but a position of inspiration.


well, lets all reflect on the journey that we've gone through and lets welcome this new journey.

Y6:06 PM

Friday, February 22, 2008

yayyyy 22nd feb ended with a bang bangxD.

well,i'm glad that i survived. yes i'm strong! but seriously i think i almost fainted this morning when i came to school, the headache was really swelling, and even when i stood up to greet mam'm, i was like seeing stars.

and then uniform check made me even worse, coz seeing all the untidy scarfs,wo hen tou tong!

ohh thanks kaiyun for running up to get panadol for me! xiexie:DD i guess the panadol saved my day.

then somehow during the parade my stupid headache went away. i guess it was the nervousness that drove it away. but then i had this chilling feeling, i felt really cold standing on the podium. maybe its the wind lah. okayy,fine.

and then the parade was over soon and then immediately when i sat down, the headache came back! ahhh then i went to drink water. hehh we did Veebomm today and we also took photos! hahah:DDDDddddd.

hmm if you ask me how was the parade, i really don't want to say. all i have to say is, we've already done our best, so SO BE IT. zhi yao jin le li jiu hao! haha and rayna is sooooo cooooL. heh her voice is so macho and firm and nicee.

right, and then we went for the talk in audi. sat next to jeann!! haha quite amusing:D okayy then went back to class for a puny while, then had to chiong into the banana suit within like 15mins! but sheng wei uniform group, i guess i'm already used to or trained to change FAST.

so practically the entire day my headache was on and off! and then best still was during the invest, i had stomach ache and then i was really like telling myself to cheng zhu. and the stopid spotlight is in my eyes! okayyy anyway at first i thought that invest would take a long time, but due to my entire mind being occupied by the will to cheng zhu, it passed quite quickly. yayyy i'm just glad that i didn't stand up or sit down or do whatever thing at the wrong time. ohh and i saw my primary school friend!

okayy, end of my day! i guess today is quite an exciting day and it really proves that if you have the will to do something,you can do it!

tmr going to indoor stadium for Thinking Day Rally. sounds fun! coz its our last year there.

anddd I just wanna say a BIG ThankYou to anyone who have made my day today possible, who have given me the strength to cheng till the very end. Xiexie:DDD


and i also wanna thank NYGG, for giving me the strength to live my life to the fullest.

and thankyou miss teng too:DD for believing in me<3 the FCs:D and the company:)))


VAAAAABOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMM!!

Y8:41 PM

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

肩膀无比的重
心稍稍的痛。

期待奇迹的出现。
希望乌云过后会有彩虹。

Y8:42 PM

Monday, February 18, 2008

Everybody Say: HELOOOOO Week 8!!!!

WOW WOW WOW, welcome week 8, i must say,the most exciting cum busy cum fufiling week of my term 1!

YUPPPS! and i would rather say coz of this special day, 22nd February.

theres guides TDP in the morning! and investiture in the afternoon! i am so excited?!

haha but anyways,i just hope that everything will go well hurh.

all our effort put in and practice won't go to waste.

jiayou!!

Nanyang Guides oh the day has come
for us to perform, to convince some
that we have the power,the will to meet it.
our very solid bang that goes with the beat:)

oh yes i believe we can
with some spirit we show what we have
the unity,this strength,our ultimate goal,
our mighty beautiful dream, now it unfolds.

on 22nd we'll stand as one
no matter what,we'll just have fun.
with everyone, heart to heart
lets wish ourselves the best of luck!

Nanyang Guides jiayou okayy!
dun disappoint everyone coz the hardwork we all put in is not worth it.

well, i still think i believe in my guides,
coz we are all part of this nig NYGG family and we can do it!

heh pretty excited even though i'm not marching. ahhh let me tell you standing on the podium is seriously BORING.

i wanna march!!:DDDDDD
jiayoujiayoujiayou!


lastly,i've just realised something over the weekend.
that some things are just so superficial and fake, and really,
its a total waste of my time to bother these things,
coz they are not that important anymore.

because i know you want me to,
i'll just follow to suit you.

Y7:18 PM

Friday, February 15, 2008

i finally got the time to blog.

and yes i have many things to blog about coz a lot of things happened.

okayy shall start from where i ended.

which was CNY!

went to my ah ma house during CNY and we ate steamboat. oh and we played poker and i won loads of money(:heehee and i ate chilli crab on chu san and during my bai nian i also did a lot of homework. wow i am so efficient!

oh and nextweek is thinkingday! its like next friday? ahhh i am going to cry for that day when its over! like mentally stress free and everything free!
and i forgot to mention that the thinking day fundraising was very successful! we earned like $700 plus plus in that one hour:D wow! thankyoueveryone for their support!

and then theres investiture on 22nd too! ahh i hate walking and sitting and smiling and stuff.

woww and today,PGA. welldone, more stress and emotional**** again! and more thinking this week. iam seriously getting philo.

and lastly today's cCA was super duper long.
and i was so amused by our guides.
seriously, n the first round of marching was so hilarious!

i am very tired now,shall not talk bout much!

I just wanna say,thankyou everyone and jiayou:DD

YAYYYYYY

Y9:21 PM

Monday, February 4, 2008

ABOUT WALKING IN LIFE.


have you ever been the one walking in front and someone will always follow you
or have you been the one following that person,hoping that they would slow down for you
its just like how the best of the best will have someone behind them yet there will always be the weaker ones behind them.
i guess this is the hardfact of life.
oh well, i've been both types of people and i think i'll still prefer to walk alone.
because, if you are always walking in front, you will have to lead the way, and if you are the one following, i know its tiring. the one following is like always hoping for that person to slow down or to turn back and take a look, but often it is not the case. hence, isn't it better to walk alone? to enjoy your freedom and to enjoy the stress-free walk, the not so tiring way? well i guess this is what i feel, others may beg to differ.

跟在你后面,我真的很累
不知你什么时候会回头,什么时候会停下脚步
或许你根本没有发现我的存在吧。

hmm i hope that everyone while they are so busy in life, don't be so engrossed in work.
once in a while, slow down, stop, take a rest and look at the people around you.
you may realise that you've missed a lot of things and neglected some.
and really you will make many happy by slowing down your footsteps.


so much for no man is an island,
when theres a leader,there has to be a follower
when someone is first, theres someone last.
when theres someone walking infront, there's someone behind.
when you feel that you've lost something, you've gained something.

THIS IS LIFE.
YOUR LIFE.MY LIFE.
OUR LIFE.


我的心痛了,在我最需要你的时候,你却。。。。 ((:

Y6:08 PM

Sunday, February 3, 2008

watched huan huan ai just now:DDD so touching that i cried. oh man and i was so happy that i cried! coz i haven cried for a long long time and its really good to just release all your emotions like that. and tmr ISWAK Episode 8 is coming outt. heh:)

and i think i finally made my decision. after the weekend of thinking. hehh:D i feel so proud of myself. zhong yu zhang da le:)

and i just wanna say Thank You Xinyi!:DD for thinking day and everything:) my best project partner i've ever got. xin ku ni le:)

now i understand why people love to rely on me so much, just as much as i want someone i can rely on.




你是不会了解我心中的痛。
因为你从来没有受伤过。
你我属于不同的世界
我们在一起一定会很累。
与其让自己难过
不如说是你我的错
错在有缘无份
谁叫我爱你那么深。



谢谢神 :D for giving me the best life i've ever asked for.
though its not perfect,its definitely the best.

Y6:41 PM

Saturday, February 2, 2008

heyy i feel accomplished noww!

i finished my IH essay and did my wo you hua shuo speech in the morning!
hehhh and i'm going to slack for the entire day coz there's no more homework!

haha as for quizzes,i'll study tmr:DD

hehhh i am a happy girl today<33

oh and i must really talk about yst's CCA! i think i was very malu can! coz i keep forgetting the pledge. its really hard to like say one line then stop. then you will forget a lot. haha see it even rhymes. gogo rayna! luckily on the actual thing i'm not saying the pledge if not i die ah! haha guide promise is easier:DD

going shopping later! hehh okayy i need to go bathe now.





every day starts with a new promise.
regrets are nothing but something of the past.








loves(:

Y12:25 PM

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