Friday, November 30, 2007
hohoho, i am rather happy today.firstly, coz i finished my maths homework, heheh linear law<3 secondly, today's precamp trng was great! thirdly, Shi Ting is back today! haha you wouldn't know how i feel man, its feels really great to have someone sharing the load with you(:fourthly,guides camp is next week! NTH! haha my station is fun.
ahha okay dedication to zihui;cos she requested;
ZIHUI!<3
my very best friend in guides:D so cute and EGO.haha thanks zihui for accepting who I am and always being there for me:DD
oh man; and I miss Yenjin a lot.
TANYENJIN COMEBACKSOON, i wanna talk to you on msn
RADIATE'07;let the passion get alive
Y8:17 PM
Thursday, November 29, 2007
it all happened too quickly;
and suddenly,I'm bombarded with so many commitments;
IF ONLY;all this didn't happened.
I WANT to go back to my old life,
WHERE Mugging is Always No 1, CCA No 2,
heh, really I hate you being part of my life and I can't take it anymore.
IF ONLY,THINGS WEREn't this way.
Time Management; No more TVs,No More early sleep, LESS BlOGGING, LESS SLACKING,
well, i guess next year gonna be a tough year.
I sure love challenges,but not like this, putting my sec four results at stake.
I still remember the early goal I set, I will go in HCI with a msg of 1.0. but i guess this should be an impossible dream.
hanging on,because I know I have to;
i really miss my sec two life, where things were so peaceful,
i really miss my sec three life,where things were just so great!
hehhhhhhh I really don't know what to do,
I need to set my priorities right,
Be a man, and Do the Right Thing.
Well I guess since I've taken on this challenge, I'll do my best,and get the best out of all this.
No matter how much jiayous i get,its not that significant anymore, because I know that the only person that can help myself is me.
You said Jiayou to me, I really didn't feel anything. Perhaps by saying jiayou, you are dumping all the responsibilities to me.
Perhaps this is too much of a burden for me, I really didn't ask for this, I didn't wish for this to happen,
But really, I'm still glad that I'm being acknowledged for the capabilities I possess.
Yet Sometimes, I really wish I wasn't so great, I rather be a messy,disorganised, and irresponsible person, perhaps this way I would be a little happier?
I really don't know, but no matter what, I think I will still perserve, with some determination, things will work out fine.
I'll try to be optimistic, I'll still keep on smiling:D
but behind the smiles of mine, you never know how i really feel,
再坚强的人，总会有脆弱的时候。
above are all just random reflections of this girl who is currently PMS-ing.
Y1:44 PM
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
yoohoo! back in Singapore le.
just arrived at 11 last night,slept at 12 and woke up at 6,reach school at 7.15.
hehh so worried that i would be late today that i woke up extra early, but also to meet anning at 7.30 too lah.
and i got chased by a cat today AGAIN!
hohohoh and went for PCT today and ohwells, i just think that really,all this takes time.
shan't blame e juniors, hehh we are all learning(: i must be like that when i was like them too:DD
but nevermind, camp changes everything. <333333
after PCT was mad, sec threes had to chiong clearing up,FCs to build flagpole and all to eat lunch by 2oclock,then had this briefing that ended at 4.15pm and me and anning had to print camp booklets until 6.15! heh but tuan jie shi li liang
this is the thirdbooklet i am doing this year and i have had enough!
after that i went to see doctor. cough cough cough;
heh yuxin reach home soon(:
Y10:01 PM
Friday, November 23, 2007
hoho,currently its 10am in korea,but 8.50am in singapore. i wonder how guides are doing at the precamp; please don't rain again! outdoor cooking is so nice,don't let the rain spoil everything:DD
and i just woke up, from a dream. this dream is so scary can! i dreamt that all the emails in nanyang guides disappeared like how it disappeared in radiate, then we had no reference to e past years proposals. oh manz,this is so scary!
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k and i've almost toured finish the entire of korea, please;two weeks is enough! hmm going to some palace later where the show da chang jin is filmed<33 and i've been practically eating seaweed every other day! haha someone will be extremely jealous when she hears this:DD the food in korea is quite nice and tasty and its also very healthy coz every meal got vegetables.
oh and i'm really sorry zihui! will buy you smth nice in korea. HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! and i think i forgot a lot of people's birthdays): so sorry!!
and i have one announcement to make. Amanda has not been doing work for the past month! its almost towards the end of novemeber and here comes december! yet i've not started on a single homework. oh man, i feel so slack! h
eh,and i want to grow taller:DD this is my long term goal:D if theres a will,theres a way(:
i shall end this post with a word,
JIAYOU!
Y8:45 AM
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
hehe shall update now.
currently in korea.
going to the theme park tmr; just went to one on monday and the roller coaster was super fun and scary!
it snowed yesterday and snow flakes are really preety(:
even though i'm on a holiday, guides still takes up most of my holiday!
proposals proposals and still proposals!
hmm and there was PCT today but i missed it. so sad,can't get to see all the cool gadgets:D
and i can't wait to get back to singapore coz its really cold here!
and i really miss my bed and my aircon coz after coming back from india,i went straight to korea.
still miss calcultta a lot n all the children there.
those innocent smiles on their faces and their words will always remain in my heart.
jiayou everyone!
amanda loves you all:DD
Y9:28 PM
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
came back from kolkata(:shall update one day.
heh current status at Changi Airport.
hmm..going to korea:DD
i shan't blog a lot coz theres a lot of people queuing up to use the internet(:
this trip is filled with mixed feelings yeah;
i really feel quite bad when all my batchmates and juniors are working so hard for camp,dear me is enjoying myself in korea.
really sorry;dui bu qi!!
raah,everyone jiayou bah.
i will still continue to check the many different email accounts each day heh,and i even brought my thumbdrive full of folders for guides<33 getting busy and occupied isn't a bad thing afterall. i kinda enjoy it,esp when you know that there's a lot of people going thru the same things as you did.
nygg jiayous:DD sec threes jiayous<33
radiate'07:DD
tag replies;
zihui:hello dear,how are you doing in china? hmm jiayous kay in whatever you do,can't wait to see you soon! ilu<33
Y8:09 AM
