somehow i don't know which is the real you.
you change your viewpoints easily
you are not being true to yourself and neither to the people around you
you think only of yourself and neglect others
you think you are always there but you are not.
i don't know how to talk to you at all.
you've cheated my feelings and i know it.
i really hate myself for knowing you coz you added
nothing but trouble and sadness into my life....

just what is friendship? isit so fragile and so untrustable?
just what is true friendship? how many true friends can one get in a life?1 is simply enough.somehow no friends in my life are considered a true friend...
maybe somehow there is one but i neglected her but then again i don't feel that i have a true friend at all!
where is the one who will know what i'm thinking
who feel for what i'm doing
and is always there to lend a helping hand?
who is the one?that very true one?

its just so fragile and its just so weak.
i learnt not to treat things for granted.

all these are part and parcel of life.

1 true friend is enough to brighten up your life,yet one hypocrite friend can simply destroy your life.

i've learnt my mistake,and i won't do it again.
i promise.
i decided not to involve myself with you.
you and i do not belong together.

goodbye.

Oh man!
from Monday...i wait and wait and wait..
until tmr Friday liao..
some people still like to keep their cooks badge with me..
i know i am a nice girl..but can your don't take everything for granted! be more responsible lah.. oh man!! i am so pissed.
oh my goose.


and i learnt a new word today..from sandy and iris,
its called sai4 lah..means shit but in chinese...

heheh...tmr got PTM ..talking about end of year programme!
end of year programme is so exciting can!!

haha..nothing much interesting today.
had lunch with goosey sandy,cutecute iris and nicenice an ning. haha<3 sort of batch gathering yeah?

then after school today...i got stupid SAC duty..but luckily got huikin and zhoupeace with me lor... today like no one else came to the SAC except us.
and then i did my maths worksheet, they played x-box..
and then the peak of the whole afternoon was the pillow fight!! haha<333 peace won i think.

i was the judge okay!
so huikin and peace each found their own territory... and then collect as much pillows as possible.
3,2,1, and pillows started flying in the air!!

haha<33 super damn funny lor.. then run here run there..throw and throw..

okay.. so pillow fight over.

i am super tired today.

tmr got CCA and then got physics SIA presentation too.


PS: sandy png! i threw away the BEE today... rmb the BEE? haha:)))

hier! a new word learnt from ber ber.

today i went to rainbow centre, a children home for the disabled with yuxin and zihui
so yupps.. today is our first time so we were pretty excited.

we were assigned to different classes but all were autistic children.
when i went there,i really felt that we are super fortunate.
you see the children there, they look so normal but they are born with autism which means they are enclosed in their own world and cannot communicate with others. and the children are as young as one year old.
but it was fun though... the children with tug at your skirt if they want attention, they can't talk but they listen to you.. if they are happy,they won't smile but they will clap hands!
so until i see them.. i realised that some simple things in life that we can do, its like a super hard assignment to them. and really.... being happy to them is just getting what they want or doing what they like.. as simple as that.
not like us people... its just so complicated... so tough ...for us to be truly happy.

okay..so we did until 5 then we went home.
ohwell.. so we will be doing this every wednesday for nyaa.

tomorrow i have SAC duty..
sighs...

i want to do my testwork and WS 7.2 now. oh and physics SIA too.

hope that everyone that are so stressed nowadays can stay happy and cheerful! don't think too much! there are a lot of simple things in life that can bring a smile on your face... problems and conflicts are just part and parcel of life... just enjoy yourself and you won't regret.:)))

opps! i didn't practise piano for 3 days liao.

haha<3 amanda loves the sunshine!

thanks zihui for helping me do the survey!! love ya loads:))

a random day today..
just came back from tuition

the teacher taught me resolution of forces today!! and i understood it and hence i feel accomplished.

and piano lesson!!
my teacher just told me that in 2009 they are going to change the syllabus!! as in add in more stuff lah... they won't like remove sight reading for good ..everything will stay.. but just add more component and then it will be harder!
she say i won't hit the new syllabus coz taking the 2008 grade 8 one so won't hit 2009. whew..

and i couldn't really play the piano today coz one very nice friend of mine cut my finger..at the joint part and hence cannot curve my fingers.
raaahhhhh!!

and tomorrow got maths remedial!! agrh! maths maths maths.. why must we do maths? though maths is fun,it sucks too..
so in conclusion..
maths is an interesting subject but it is a challenge to do well in maths.
i don't know what i'm talking about.
oh wells.

this post is getting wierd.

okay... i shall end this wierd post now.

I feel like eating pizzas!! 62353535.. here i come!

woohoo!

just came back from sunning tents today and heres what happened.

we went to school and sun the tents! yeah so sunning tents means you let the tent in the sun...yupps got it? then while waiting for the tents to dry up and etc etc... me xiaoen and suying ran one round round the school.... and then after some rest,i ran about half a round to the IPU area and expected to see Sandy and An Ning there, yet they are not in sight lor.. then about a few minutes later then i saw them STROLLING in..
right,so we did some IPUs and slack about..
i want to run some more...but no one wants to run with me...
so sad lor... so next time if you see me running alone,must come and run with me okay?
don't follow sandy and An ning who simply refuse to run with me ..so bu4 gou4 yi4 qi4 lor...

then after that we went to fold the tents.
i refreshed my memory on how to fold a tent...
yupps... and i got my knees shirt hands finger all green... eeyer..so greeny... like the Wizard of Ox or isit Ox of Wizard?

haha..then i found the missing cooks badge!! glad that everyone will get to have their cooks badge... hurray:)

after that i went to corronation with An ning.. andbought bubble tea..
we wanted to buy the NY PE tee there but the shop was closed..
and some hilarious things happened but i shan't elaborate more.

then we saw meijiao!! okay..sort of random.

the stupid 74 take so long to come can!!!!!!
i am so pissed with 74.

and guess what?
Napfa is coming soon and my goal is?
to run 2.4 in 12 minutes without getting muscles ache after that like some people.

jiayou guzheng people for their concert..
jiayou jingjing!!

and those watching the concert like sandy and an ning and jolene,
enjoy yourselves! hope you won't fall asleep.

shall go and do my homework now.... its feels just so slack TODAY!!!

a quote that i saw at corro
"Today's preparation is for tomorrow's achievement"

hohoho...hahaha..heeheehee..hehe hehe hehe

may there be sunshine in my life everyday:)))))))))) <33.

today's friday! whee! its the weekend.

shall post about the movie that I watched in school

The Village

quite a nice show and sort of a horror movie but wasn't scary at all though it was a little horrifying at the climax part when the blind girl is in the forest alone.

Synopsis of story

about this village where the elders have created a myth that in the forest away from the village there are creatures ' those whom we do not speak of' and then villagers are told to stay within the boundaries of the village.Red is told as a colour that can attract the creature and thus nothing in the village is red.
the story continues on about the village people being excluded from the outside world and thus they are deprived of technology and medical stuff.
Then there is this man in the village who got stabbed by one guy and thus need medicine very badly.There is a blind girl who loves this guy who got stabbed,so she decided to walk through the forest and get into the town to buy medicine.
The scary part is because she's blind and then she's walking into the forest alone and there is the creature 'those whom we do not speak of' in there, but because of the love-driven her,she decided to go.
will this blind girl meet the real creature?
haha.. go watch the movie yourself!

This movie taught us that the truth cannot be hidden,and we must face up to reality and seek improvement in the process of falling and standing up again.
Haha...love this movie a lot man!!
Erm go read montage pg 16 if you want to know more about it.. there's this essay written by claire soon on The Village.

and today friday was a very slack day.
Before PE, I was talking about PT with my friends and I compare guides PT to the St John,Tennis,NPCC and Netball people. And i realised how slack and yet how fortunate guides are...our PT is really nothing...peanuts to the others,not even train your phyiscal glands in you lor..

okay so then its PE! and we ran four rounds on the track.
haha<3then me and bernice were talking about having some physical workout plan to train for NAPFA and then we decided to stay back on tuesdays to train.

and poor Ms Yeo had a migraine and then she couldn't teach us so she us plan soccer netball and etc in the field.

and then me huikin leny bernice yiling and jingying went to some ulu corner of the field to do the IPU and situps and standing broad jumps. haha...we were rather isolated from class.

oh and after that was recess ,chinese do zuo wen and then LA.
the LA teacher asked us which is the very quiet place in Singapore...just like The village people away from the outside world.
Yupps..i then i used to think that clementi is a veyr quiet and ulu town. until last last week i went to their MRT and i was like WOW! didn't expect clementi to be so crowded and lively.. maybe the clementi i went to long long time ago was like Primary1? oh man... Mrs Soh suggested that there's this place with birds that is very quiet, and we said it was Jurong BirdPark.... and its not.. so keep on guessing which is the most ulu ulu place in Singapore!!

then maths was just using the laptop and logging on the Hey math... click here click there and you are done.

CCA today...
First of all ...PT !!!!!!!! super disappointing today,PT was slack, we didn't even do pumpings. Oh man! Then the St John had their PT and i thought their PT is very cool and their bang is really really SOLID and Loud even though they wear only white shoes... sighs... guides VS stjohn, its called tian1 yuan1 zhi1 bie2.

then we did the CANVAS tents.
nygg became rich overnight and we had 2 canvas tents!
so yupps.. we learn how to pitch them and etc etc.. quite basic stuff except that the tent is bigger and nicer to sleep in.

Guides Own... some thought it was a FREE time for guides..
haha..but as if it is some free time, we had this reflection thingy and reflect and discuss about the topic teamwork. and my working style?
i don't even know what working style am i lor.. workaholic? i just do do do..sleep sleep sleep and do do do again!

and we got our cooks badge.
she looked quite scary and fierce today lor.... i was rather scared and afraid and then i sort of have the diaong feeling and wadeva sort of thinking...
but nevermind!thou shall remain pure and innocent and stop thinking about things that are none of my business...

tmr is a slack day too.
i must treasure this slack weekend which i may not have in week 2.

Cheers:))

okay so heres what happened today.

jiang3 zhong4 dian3

we changed our seating arrangement as in the whole row changes together and move... so your partners won't change just that you will end up at a different corner of the classroom.

then during contact time..we were choosing the people for cross country..
heyhey.. and then i nominated An Ning to go for the 800m thingo and then the PE rep wrote her name on the board...
then she was shocked to see her name up there..
and she so damn cute can... just walk up to the board sheepishly and then erase off her name... haha<33 i thought an ning can run so i nominate her leh...but she gu1 fu4 le4 my hopes for her..

and theres this sweet girl in our class called MELVIS!! melvis very pro lor... she almost take part in all the items! jiayou melvis!! you can do it one!


oh and our physics teacher is also our form teacher..so during contact time,she told us the allocations for the so called Physics SIA presentation.. then i was telling an ning that we won't be the first group one lah... and then guess what? our dear Mrs Wong announced that we are the first group.. oh man.. so diaong!!

then after school i went home as usual.
plus i have a new sofa today!
so i was anticipating it to come and then it came!!

heard that meiting got into CSS and going for round 2 auditions! cool man,can prove to others that ny girls can see.. opps make it nanyang guides can sing:))

i got go now liao..
spend a lot time on the net today...

must do homework already<3

i admit i was rather slack today..got home at 4 and then surf the net until now... watching TV later.

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