WOWWWOWWOWWOWOWWWOWWWW, todays bio practical was very fun!!!!
the eye is so cool:DDDD and though its disgusting but its still interestingxD hahaha its like the eye looking at the eye. heeheee

and i finished all my homework already! yeah:DDDDD i m going to study bio quiz later and watch gong zhu xiao mei at night!!

CNY is coming soon and i can't wait for it:DD coz of all the nice foodies:)

ehhh okay i suddenly don't feel like blogging.

(:

end of story:D

went to kranji war memorial today. and i guess it was rather an insightful trip:D and the remembrance ceremony was very touchingxD expecially the 16year old boy Papayya who sacrified his life for our freedom. hmm war heroes rest in peace(: thankkyou!

and right,today's the 29th. the day where i told myself i have to make the decision regarding PGA. and after thinking and thinking from like weeks ago till today,i still haven make up my mind yet. rahhhh sometimes i really wonder why i became the CL,like the probability is 1 out of 35. and why i had to do all these... can someone please come and rescue me; please people, don't rely on me too much. who knows when i'll fall? hahaha but everytime i think about all this, each time iwould be less frustrated. maybe time really heals the wound. hahha my heart is numb-ed by all the stress.

okay on a brighter note,todaay's rayna's birthday! me and zihui went to sing her bday song but it was quite leng lah. hahah but nvm,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RAYNA!!!!!!
don't be so stressed over thinking day yeah.. we are all here for youXD

ohhhh and my leg's still injured from sat's CIP and the bruise is like getting worse each dayy... and its quite swollen now. and my throat's is much better now, thankyou strepsils!
Who is a FC's best friend? of course its strepsils:)))))

mm and Friday I'm going for CCM trng so gotta miss CCA. hiaz i've been like missing footdrill sessionssssss. heyyy we are really worried bout 22nd feb. its like a nightmare!


okayyyi feel that this is totally a useless post,just for me to rant my frustrations.


I wish that all this is just a dream and i will wake up from it tmr. If only....

ahhhhh My throat's like dying.... I need strepsils, i need my starfruit drink and i need liang teh and all sort of remedies!
plus next week must do morning command!
ayeeeee!

and i must protect my throat. coz its too precious. nono not at this period of time!

hoho and todayy i was thinkkkkk-ing about a lot of things. yeah and really i still can't come to a conclusion about the things i was thinking about.

CCA today was erm....rather okayyy and normal. CCA never felt like this before! its like having nothing to do except that keep on looking at your watch and then standby your whistle and observe the guides. AHHHH i wanna do SOME THING More meaningful!!
then during patrol corner, we were so lonely! we tried to come up with a patrol name that is related to birds and flower. but we failed,of course. nvm! we have many patrol corners to come to let us think of our mini patrol name:))
But Seriously let me tell you, i totally dun enjoy CCA as the role i play, its like doing the same things over and over againnnnn. BUT, i still love NYguides as much<333

tmr going to do CIP then going out with zihui. hmmm hope that it will be a fruitful trip:D

i shall update tmr, quite tired now! ta-ta:))

OH MAN I MISS BLOGGING!!! ahhhhhaaaaa have been soooo busy these two weeks and the work is just like piling and piling up. but i sort of like got used to this busy-nesss yeahhh and then its quite good to see how fufilling a life you lead<33

erhermz, but i sort of got pissed when she always use __ as excuse! like as if the world whole is free and she's the only one busy! well, but i think i must learnt how to stand in other's shoes and learn. In life, we must learn how to stop making excuses and just work with what we have. ahhh its something imust learn too:D the most common excuse i give myself is: I forgot to do this but nevermind,i'm too busy,its understandable! and somehow this mang lu ness gave me a reason to neglect things and people around me. i was too focussed on work. so now you see, life is hard, when you do something good, there's always something negative to it.

ohhhhh and we had LA presentation today and i think it was quite good overall yeah? though i made like a lot of blunters here and there but on the whole its quite fantastic:DDD at least the many nights spent on it paid off<33333
hehh and today's assembly was well, interesting? its about how to dress up and apprearance stuffies, and that person gave out a lot of shopping vouchers! haha and now graces camp is starting to seem exciting:DDD

ohhh and now i shall post a few poems that i randomly wrote during bio lesson? hahah the lin gan suddenly came from" The nervous system"?? and hence i just scribbled it down. i bet anning didn't even see me doing that. there are some people who are sooo interested about our CNS and PNS that mee is totally clueless with.

theres about guides one and random one!


ILOVE_NYguides<33

一二三四五六七
Nanyang Guides 我们一定行！
不怕风雨不惜雨
只要我们心连心，
什么事都没问题！

A B C D E F J
We are strong ones can't you see?
We cook,we turf ,we firelight
Our passion for guiding never died:D

So,are you really convinced
We are cool ones, you cannot beat
We won't give up till the very end,
Coz we know we can do it,Yes we Can!


情。

情字很难聊
你我都需要
像雨水的清晰
有同彩虹的美丽；
这就是情，
夺走你我的心。


宇宙的宁静。

天灰了，雨停了。
人们都不在欢乐。
听不见，看不到，
不只时间剩多少，
我望着天空，
什么也看不懂。



rahhh okayy i gtg now, i have maths homework, bio ws, 2 proposals to vett, one proposal to do,and polish boots!!!!


yayyy footdrill tmr:DDD

yoohoo! i had a very very good rest these few days(: and how i wish if i can slack for so many days and don't worry about anything. hmm but good things always come to an end, everything starts again tmr.

i'm super sad that i missed footdrill on friday! ahhhhhhhh i bet my squad misses me(: oh but we sized squad already and i'll miss the sec2s(: mm sec2s jiayou:DD

hmm and i just wanna say thanks to everyone who smsed me and stuff yeah, i'm very gan dong(:
don't worry okay,amanda is a very strong girl<3333 haha:DDD

hohohoho and luckily got not a lot of homework if not i'll die.
and i'm glad that theres no footdrill tmr(:
and i'm glad that i saw a lot of people who cared for me.

ehhhhh i promise i'll take good care of myself okayyy,because of you all<3
and i just wanna say dui bu qi(:


jiayou da jia:DDDDDDDDDDDDD

mm i realised that there's no point moaning over what you have to do and if you stop worrying about things and start work,you'll realise that you actually can do it.
and i want quality and quantity in my work and i'll make sure ido it.
so no matter what,i'll hang on because iknow i have to.


and if i want to fall,i'll just fall,because i know that when i fall, i'll stand up and walk again.
don't be afraid of falling,but worry about how to stand up again(:

and thanks yux for reminding me again, a good leader is one who can work with everyone and gather their support and cooperation. though we are very different,we are brought together with a common goal:D mm,i'll keep that in mind i promise!!

and i don't want to be a good leader, i just wanna be one who can lead.

i should be greatful of what i have should i?

From the bottom of my heart,i thank all those who have made what i've done so far worthwhile. Thanks for letting me see the product of my hardwork<3333


Don't worry,no matter what happens,i'll still remain cheerful because i know i need to light up this world with my smile(:



mm and tmr Sec2s better do well for footdril:))))))

London Bridge is Falling Down Falling Down Falling Down.

i've got tons of homework,oh yes i do.
i've got millions of committments,i think i do
i've got many many goals,i really do.
i've got a really small wish;
don't treat me like a fool.





i really really want to fall down,can you pretty please tell me when?

just watched episode fiveeee of ISWAK2.
i think next episode is gonna to be exciting coz they sort of quarelled and divorce!!! ohhhmannnnz can't wait for it:DDDD

and i think the only reason why i'm crazy over ISWAK2 is because
我可以从中看到我一直期盼的幸福。

and its really a sweeeet show;

i'm very tired today coz i did like thousands of homework.
physics ws,maths form,chinese SIA(1),NYAA reflections and bio quiz revision plus guides stuff.

我需要宁静，我几乎成不下去了。

我好想大哭一场，但是怎么也哭不出。

I don't have much of a choice,do I? or maybe,you didn't even respect my choice.

no matter what, 一起走过的回忆最珍贵:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))


I WANT ISWAK2 EPISODE 6!!!!

and well, i need time management to be able to watch it next week.

Jiayou Jiayou JiayouXDD

THANK YOU SEC2s.

THANK YOU FOR MAKING MY DAY GREAT.

MM so gan dong after yst footdrill session.

and really must xiexie Sec2s for putting in the effort.

Thanks for putting in so much effort into footdrill yeah...
and Thanks for letting us see your improvement.
at least our hardwork paid off:DDD

i'm glad that i believed in them because they did it.
i'm glad that i finally managed to prove to those who think they can't.

i'm glad that i'm their FC because i can see how well they grow and how much they've learnt.
jiayoujiayoujiayou:DDDDDDDDDDDDD ilovesec2s<333





as for today,fantastic me did a lot of work.
woke up at 8am to do my zuo wen.
did a maths ws.
read through my physics assignment and did those i knew how to do.
did a few guides stuff.
blogged:D

oh i forgot to mention that i was so tired yesterday that i feel asleep while watching huang jin lu. hiaz, its so qi guai, i'm not the one doing the drills yet i'm even more energy drained than the past.

and later i'm going to do my NYAA reflections.
and going orchard in the afternoon:D
and then swimming lessons too.

my saturday is so fufilling yeah<3

anddddd

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHI TING! <3333333333333

Between worlds.

In Life, often we neglect the very small details which are small yet equally significant. and people usually learn how to treasure only when they've lost something.
i was just wondering, what are the things that i'm doing that i should be happy and proud of and what are the things that i've lost yet and i regreted now.
and looking back at what i've gone through, i realised sometimes i do treat things for granted, thinking that people will always accept me for who I am and that my life is like a bed of roses.
but really,if i ask myself what are the things that i do regret now,for not treasuring it that i used to have, i do have a whole list of things. i guess this is all part and parcel of life and right now, i have nothing but to carry on with life and treasure what i have now.

no matter what, this is MY Life and i think i should lead it the way I like. I live my life my way.
and people often love to assume what i'm thinking or what i'm feeling, but seriously, they don't understand me at all. mm maybe only a few does but i really hate it when others try to force something on me and treating me for granted. and i really hate it when you think that i'll always be there to clear up your mess.


Between worlds, i see myself.
standing by the river,
looking at my reflections,
but deep down what i feel,
you really cannot tell.

I'm Super Tired Today, I don't know Why.

I've got loads of things to do, and apparently its all guides.

anyways,had footdrill today.

i erm tried my very best le, i mean like today is the nicest me you can see during footdrill can! like no usuals scolding and stuff, and the xiongness was just right!

and i guess this is what the chinese idiom, yin cai shi jiao means.

in conclusion, i'm very proud of sec2s! and i believe they will zai jie zai li. HOHO:D

but i think my voice is going to die soon<33 i need herbal tea!


okay,this is a very rush post, coz i'm like posting in between doing proposals.

i will update a longlong time later coz i'm very busy these few days yeah!


whatever thats broken cannot be mended again, really.
whatever thats lost cannot be found again,seriously.
whatever you have now just treasure it,faithfully.

FOOTDRILL TMR!!!

you won't understand how excited i am, seriously, unless ermz you are an FC, and perhaps you are the leader of your CCA.

tmr we are all working hard towards something that we can show the school, as one CCA.

and i want to change the minds of the many people of their opinion on guides.

People will grow to love guides, i believe.

and seriously, i have confidence in my guides, because we are all NYGG:DDD


okay and back to zhong dian,

the main point is i was almost late for school today! and i was so chao ji worried on the bus, but in the end i was punctual right on e dot, so lucky man:DDDDD

and then we took height and weight today!!!!
i didn't put on much weight as i expected coz i was eating a lot in holidays.
and then i grew taller!!!!!!!!!!!!!! by 1 cm only though, but to me its still significant<33

ISWAK2 Episode 4 is out, watching now!!!! gtg<3

ohmy ohmy ohmy!

i am so $@^$#&%$ coz ...
i just realised i have a friendster account! and thenlike it was there long time ago and i don't even know when i created it but anyways,i just found out! geek.

and i finally signed up for Facebook! hmm looks new to me:)

tmr school's starting at 8.30 which is good news!


i'm going to watch teevee soon so cya:D

Is Footdrill Really That Tiring, That Demanding,That Scary?


We march we hentak we stamp stamp stamp.
The FCS are there to see how we fare
Just One extra bang,we'll get a stare
A few other mistakes, we don't even dare.

We sweat, no slack, yet we are still bad
Our skills,not there,but don't you fret
Coz Nanyang guides,i'll give you a pat
The hardwork you put in is the best i can get.

so now 22nd the day we stand,
united as one, we'll give a solid bang
but deep down in our hearts,
these memories,the pain, the effort we put,
we didn't expect that this would be so good.



RAAAHH THINKINGDAY08!!!



JIAYOU FCs'08!<3333

EXCITING.

This is one word that i can describe today.

haha highlight of the day was the CCA Concert! i think it was quite cheng gong even though we said wrong lines and stuff but still we presented a good image of guides:))

CCA orientation<33 i climbed the ladder once:DD
Hmm then went around watching and stuff, doing nothing actually.
if you ask whos the slackest then it must be me!

ohh and then after CCA was Hilarious can!
hey FCs discussed about Thinking Day Parade and then we came up with all sort of qi guai ideas.
okay but we were quite depressed also lah, coz wo men bu yao zai diu lian le. i mean like the ENTIRE school still recalls how we ran out of the quad?
Taking Secs2s and i'm pretty excited. lol me and zihui chose sec2s because its challenging enough<333
Anyways,went home with yenjin,sandy,rayna just now.
then the entire journey home when yj and sandy left, me and rayna practically talked the entire way journey home on Footdrill. ahhhh and its really very demoralising and depressing and we are really WORRIED. like its TWO months or even less than that away and our standard is like @#$#^#$&#.

okay,shan't talk about shang xin shi anymore.

this week has been fufilling coz its a brand start of a new year.

HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!!!
YEAH 2008 sounds like a nice number,haha,lol

OK,NEW YEAR Resolutions 2008!
i hope i fufill these this year okay, i failed mine a lot last year.

#1 MSG 1.0
heh this has been like my long term goal and i'm going to work on this for the entire year.
I will make sure i enter HCI with MSG 1.0(:

#2 Piano!
i wanna practice piano everyday! and hopefully get a merit for my grade 8?

#3 Guides!
hope that PLC'08 will be more bonded and work hard together!
hope that i'll enjoy each CCA and yeah do the right things and stop making blunters(:
ohhh and hope that the Sec 2s footdrill will improve! hehe so exciting man:D
i wanna give in my best for this CCA during my last year in NY<33

#4 MYSELF!
Hope that i'll treat myself a little better and enjoy life!

#5 Be NICE!
Hope that i can be nice to everyone! okay be nicer since i know i'm already nice(:

#6 Sleep Early!
i wanna sleep early every night, hope that i can sleep at 9.30pm every night!

#7 Homework!
Hope that i'll do all my homework on time and submit it punctually.
Hmm and i want to be able to do all my homework on my own without any help.

#8 Be more organised.
I seriously need to be more organised and plan my timetables and stuff properly and follow them! And to make sure i don't forget anything important and etc.

#9 FOCUS!
I hope that i can be more focus on things and be more efficient(: if i zhuan xin a bit more, i can do a lot of things! Hope that i will focus on the right things and worry about unnecessary stuff.

#10 Happy:)))
I Shall stay optimistic about anything and stay happy!
And make all those people around me happy too:D
Hope that everyone will be very happy!
Hope that the children in HOPE HOME will stay happy!
May there be world peace:)

ALL RIGHT, I'm READY for 2008.

I'll start it with a bash and end it feeling satisfied.

未来的路多难走，我还是会坚强的走下去。

Thanks for everyone who have given me a great 2007! and hope that we'll all have a great year ahead.

HELLO 2008!!!

hello:D
you have come into the world of AMANDA! a not very special person;
just your next door girl:)
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