dedications for to-day.

thanks zihui!
hope that your problem will be solved soon:)) yi ding you yao jiu de!
thanks for everything that you did for me today.. i really appreciate it! yayy.. you a mei mei zhen hao!!

thanks charis!
ahhaa..yea..my lunchy mate today..thanks for helping me to buy green tea!! aaandd taking neoprints at the back with you was fun!

thanks sandy!
ohman..goose lor.. thanks for listening me to talk about the good music. haha.. and then for planning this goose trip today<333

thanks yux!
yeah..we are the VIP group.. the most cool one right! thanks for being as crazy and as enthu and as stupid today!! hope that your problem will be jie jue too!

thanks kaiyun!
for studying today.
mang lu shi dui de.. ke yi wang diao fan nao!
and thanks for lending me your library card to borrow frankenstein and the philosophy book!!

thanks yenjin!
though you talk to me for like a little while while but its enough!
you are the only one can(: i go find you on wed okay!! you got council duty??

thanks to all my batchies today!
yeah we did a good job! nanyang sec threes rawks(:

i realised my life revolves around my batchmates.
oh no..what am i going to do without them?

thanks ms teng!
i almost thought you won't agree to book for us but you did!! yayy.. WE LOVE MS TENG!

i miss year 2006.

i really miss 208.
i miss my seating partner YINING! always that crazy with me<33
i miss aoyuan and yezhen! my ever lovely nice buddies!!
i miss the my sec one IPW group!! Rayna Yingling Yezhen and me! oh man that was the best project group i had till now! we were the best group for that topic man! thanks for bearing all my demands and scolding as a grp leader! imust be very xiong then..haha :))
i miss my OM team! siwei bailu aoyuan yezhen lorraine sarah
i miss our nice monitress! jasmine and melanie<333 we don't have to worry abt anything with them!
i miss yingci joanne and zongbin!! seating infront of me and listening to me crap and being random
i miss georgina and meiling! goose can..they are so humourous.
and i miss the rest of 208 and our nice nice teachers.

i miss my nice patrol orchid!
jolene! such a nice patrol mate:O always there to help me and teach me!
marsha and wannqin! the best sec ones you can ever get<33
michelle- though you are quite,but i know you care for the patrol!
and then euodia litang and zhuoxuan!our wonderful seniors who guided us all the way!

oh yea..not to forget my nice PSL class Sec 112. some of them still recognise me even though its one year past liao leh!

and i miss 2006's choral night too.
the practice the hardwork the pain that we put in.
the wondeful times spent together.

eeyer..i really miss 2006.

like what i told the others,it all started wrong from the beginning.
maybe i shoudn't have conformed myself to you and only you.
i haven't got to know the others.

is the wall between us getting thicker and thicker? or is it just a figment of my imagination?
I really don't know.
just so really wish that time will go back to the very first day we ever met, and if i could,I will start everything in a different tone. a different kinda feel.
if only i could.

let me think through alone..pretty please. i will tell you if i can. no..thats not being secretive,its just that you don't have the key to my heart. maybe i am not giving you the chance..but then
please let me think through..all these takes time..
i'm sure the problem will be solved if it didn' even exist at all. maybe the fault's with me.

friends are those that will bring you a rainbow after walking through the storms with you.

now here's a poem about friendship. ok lah..not poem ..just some nice words about friends.

friends are people whom you turn too. ..when you need them
friends are those who comfort you, and chased after,
after you ran

friends are like the stars,you never know where they are
but they will appear when you need them
these are friends

Friendship is not fragile,it is too precious to lose
friends are like your teachers
who guide you through the many storms.

you are a friend and you need a friend
but first be the friend that you would like to have
friends are forever and all
part of a beautiful picture.

priceless is the word. friendship.

can mama goose be back to normal? i hate the her she is now. the respect i had and everything---shattered. So what if you are up there above? perhaps you don't understand,but i hope that one day you will. the one day when you step down and look up like how we did to you. then you will know.. what you have done and what picture you have painted of yourself. maybe its not your fault.its ours.. for giving you such a great task too big for you to manage. maybe its not your choice to do what you are doing to day. but then.. i really missed the old mama goose.

after much persuasion or rather interaction with ms teng,i finally did it. she promised to help us book the chalet!

haha.. ms teng's taken the first step
i will take the second
the rest is up to us. lets face it together.. come on!!
lets share the love and spread the word.
the challenge is yet to come.

i think that sec three is a problematic year...
maybe its because you grow mature and you begin to think a lots of things.
a lot of people have been emo quite recently...and i don't think its a good sign.
to those who are emo, just trust yourself and listen to your heart, you will know what is the next correct step to make and then you will remain happy. happy is not just an adjective..it is a feeling..something that everyone will like to feel but the more you want it ,the more you lose it.

sometimes i really don't know what to do without you.

i must control my own life and i will.

we definitely must have a batch chalet!

must make evelyn happy!

so we shall start planning now..
we will book it by next week.i promise.

why can the npcc and stjohn do it yet nygg can't?
i don't think its we can't..its we don't want. its a matter of hardwork that is put in!
why do we only have footdrill like once in many months...where others have drills at least once a week? Practice makes perfect and no practice,how to be perfect?
why must we ping shi bu shao xiang..then ling shi bao fo jiao?

these thoughts were turning round in my head when i saw the real footdrill standard today.
i don't believe we can't do it... but i know it takes time.

sighs..

today i am super sleepy coz i slept late at 11plus last night for chemcar report and then i not enough sleep!

lets talk about something nice today. today there was this gadget competition for my CCA. and at first..we were filled with trepidation and we were rather embarrassed of the gadget that we had built because it was rather unstable.
and then, there was a turn of tables and we actually came in 3rd! haha..i guess thats how things are. we must always expect the unexpected.

CSM is on monday! igot CCA duty..must serve the VIPs.. cannot watch the CSM in peace((:
then tmr meeting up with zihui to settle the trays for CSM and then Chem car with 303 people. where is our dear chem car now?? who will want our chem car.. why they throw away!!
oh man.. the more i think..the more i xin tong.

after CSM i am going for a goose trip.. haha.. so you know i am going out with who?

oh yeah..today ifound out that sharlene went to kolkata too! and she say the toilets shower water supply will cut off very easily and there are lizards and cockroaches!! oh man.. i got phobia of lizards!! how?? will i ever survive there? idon't know. but then..its good to gain some experience.

did i tell you my sabbitical is I and E? its something to do with business and proposals. iget to learn how to write a pro proposal and then next time i can apply it to SIAs..haha<33

i miss ******. i really miss the ****** that we did with them.
if only time can go back again.
i will definitely treasure it more.

hohoho..i am going to search for new blogskins!

NO MORE TESTS!!
can you imagine how i am feeling now?
however, i think i flunked IH today... i had a lot of points to write but had no time and in the end i crapped out a kuku conclusion plus i briefly talked about the last few sources only!! oh man!! but on the other hand,its just a IH test.
Physics SPA!! i love Twong can!! i do wrongly the c.g then i do coreectly the second time and she gave me the mark!! yeeaahh:))

oh then NYAA thing,the teacher said PSL should start writing reflections coz its not good not to write reflections and thenn...he said my PSL name tag was not straight! from tmr onwards,you will see straight name tags on amanda.

then i went home with cheryl and then i saw this whole bunch of councilors cheering the what say you say cheer. and i saw yenjin!! then yenjin was mumbling something to me which i couldn't make out. we are cheering again tmr assembly.i can confirm that we are definitely CHEERING again. great job councilors!

ooooohh..and guess what..the CHEM CAR that we DID ..almost FINISHED..was MISSING!!!!!
we left it in the AEP room,the so called THEIR room and even a note to say that it is our SIA thingo and thenn...today we went, the note was still there but the CAR,GONE!! supposed is the teacher threw it away.

CHEM CAR is due on FRI. REPORT are we really done? i don't know.

tmr chosing sabbiticals/
i and E or affective skills and the zhonghua yingshi.
maybe i will ask mummy to help me choose?

congrats to guzhen for GOLd with HonOurs!

can't wear class tee on CSM. sighs..anyway i dun even know whether our class tee will be out by then.. but still.. NY PE shirt?? eeyer.

ehhhh..i realised something. its 5 o clock now and i still have maths homework to do!! byebye!! DECODE is the WORD.

i am a cheerful girl today!!
in the morning,i told myself,today must be better than yesterday.
and yes i did it!
i managed to look and think and feel differently than the usual.

haha..so morning was like trying to compress all the bio facts into my brain but it just cannot enter!and i did the test. it was a little horrifying but ohwells,we shan't cryover split milk.

PE was hilarious. 5 of us idiotly ran around the school when the rest of our classmates were in heritage room watching video. it was raining,in case you don't know. haha<33 then we saw Singapore runner in the DOHA games!not bad,got second:))

Langarts. got back reflective essay and compre. not bad lah,i can't ask for much from LA.
then maths! i suddenly love maths!! we just did functions practice today,nothing much.

After lunch was chinese, hong2 lou2 meng4 was nice!

then LTC briefing.duhh,its just a briefing. and we were told that 4 of our sec fours did us proud by getting into the first round of PGA!! and that they will be told to do some tasks during LTC that they don't know and we know!! eeyer..actually today quite boring! tsk tsk

Decode! i love Decode! decode decode decode!( don't understand,forget it!)

then watched the npcc train for parade. WOW! i am amazed. why can't we ever do that?!?!

then went home with yenny!! thanks a lot! then we were talking about loads of stuff.

so now tests are over already. left IH tmr which i will just be reading throught the notes.no memorising!!

Tomorrow will be better than today. i shall keep a positive mind.

DECODE DECODE!

mugging the whole day since saturday morning...
and yet i don't even know whether the things do get into my head or just exits once it enters.
sighs! i wanna have a photographic memory!! then can rmb a lot a lot of things!!
once this weekend over... i will be free from tests.
tried to put aside all the problems this weekend and really FOCUS on study. but somehow,i just can't. i really can't wait for tuesday to be over!! then after that,i got loads of things to do yeah.
i will spend some time reflecting over this term..yes definitely some things need to be settled.
and i will find a solution to all the problems.
AMANDA,YOU CAN DO IT!!

i borrowed some nice philosophy books from the library.
once in a while,read them. it's good. it will make you huang3 ran2 da4 wu4.

Tmr chem test.I don't care anymore.
I have already studied what i'm supposed to. if i fail,then it's god's will.

sometimes,the more you study,the more you panic during test,
coz you will try to recall what you studied and your brain will be stressing too much until you forget everything that you actually knew.

the only motivation i get from studying hard is to see the exact same results like my maths test.

Yes,then that would be a miracle.

i do believe in miracles,don't you?

yoohoo!! i passed my maths test.
I passed the test that i worked so hard for...yes..great job done.
and i improve by 20 marks!!!haha..i will not be like my friend's friend anymore.
wait,my friend's friend is not that friend's friend.nono.. not our dear general manager.
improve by 20 marks can!! at first i thought teacher count the marks wrongly,like its supposed to be 24 instead of 42. i almost teared when i saw the marks can!!
haha<333

thurs was a bad bad day for me. iwas thinking about loads of stuff.
thanks yux for listening to me fa1 yuan4..be my chu1 qi4 tong3. thanks a lot!

and thanks to yenjin today..for listening to me on msn.

i want to break free,

i want to do what i want.

i want to have someone who will listen to me.

i want to be myself.

i miss 208. its just such a nice class.

i miss jolene<33>
maybe its all a dream,its time for me to wake up.

three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for nanyang softball!
yeah..you all did well so don't feel sad. you only lost by a little margin and i could really sense the tension there man!

conclusion: carin and yiyan rawks! they look damn cute in softball attire can!!

I am happy today!
IH test was WELL DONE. 20/25!! yeah! so happy can! that was my best test in term 1.

Chinese Test:85/100. heheh...Average only..must jiayou next time!!

Maths test coming soon! i don't want to follow your footsteps please.
Physics:If my maths sucks,then physics will too:)))

Eeyer,this post is so boring.

oh ya...
人的忍耐是有限的。别逼得我太紧，否则，你就会伤害你当初要维护的那个人。

kam-ba-te everyone for tests!
i can't wait for thurs to come! i want to go galaxy<33

today PCCG,
First,must answer some quetsions about emotions and etc.
What made you upset before?Why were you upset.
Ans:Because Jingying and Anning always bully me, anning don't lend me rough paper to answere these quesions
How did you feel?
Ans:I feel sad coz got no paper to right and i am so bullied untill i can't pay attention in class.

Then Twong was talking about this internal or external mindset thing, and that we should be the internal type which is being optimistic and never blame others for the sorry plight you are in.
A positive attitude makes a difference:)

Yea Mrs Soh is alright now!! thank god man!

i may not blog until tests are over...
looking forward to sabbiticals!

I shall thank a lot of people today.

Yenjin--For talking to me during 7.15 to 7.30 today.
Mrs Chek--for assuring us that Mrs Soh is fine
Mrs Soh-for taking care of herself well so that we won't worry abt her.
303'07--for bearing our stoopid IH presentation which i think we failed it.
Zihui--for lending me Iweekly
Anning-For teaching me the light and rays thing during physics and for Decorating my correction tape.
Kaiyu--for lending me maths corrections
Kaiyun-for helping me to keep the mop today and help clear up too!
FCs-for teaching us to build a flagpole
Sec twos-for cooking a nice meal
My nice batchmates-for hosting people so well today and eating with me.You'all did a great job!
Jingying-for helping me during maths lesson though i coudn't catch what is she talking about.
Calean-for passing my current affairs..woohoo!
Kyna-for passing my axemanship..yeah man!
Vicki-For passing my Road Signs and Signals..'' I did it"
And loads and loads of people who have brought sunshine to my life today.

Friday the 13th, isn't a bad day afterall.

today is a nice day.
i have been thinking a lot today...ever since Mrs Soh...
Life is so fragile..so precious yet so unexpected.
May God bless Mrs Soh that she will be safe and sound in the perfect comfort of her family members!!

Can you believe it! I am so blur during chinese ting xie test today. The word is meng dong wu zhi. and i only wrote meng dong,coz i didn't see that we are supposed to write mengdong wu zhi.
OH my goose... 2 marks gone!!

EEC was much better than expected. haha<33 finished the test quite early..
yayy..i love kaiyun! she's my bus mate-ty,study mate-ty and finish test go slack mate-ty

Maths test is next week!! i want to pass this maths test! not like some friend of my friend who from sec 3 till sec 4 all common test for maths cannot make it one!!( but her EOY math pass lah) i dun want that to happen.. pls pls.. carelessness please go away! don't come and find me.
I think maths is a very impt subject.200per cent leh! and iwant to take A maths so i must pass my maths test.
I will do it with the help of nice nice maths genius-es around me!

today was a super scary,shocked,exciting,sad,happy day.
Haven been taking lunch for a lot of days liao!
Wed-Sac duty.
Thurs-Must go see T wong.
and tomorrow--still cannot have lunch..got some stuff to do.

Today T wong was asking me...have you eaten lunch?
I say: not yet,coz i was waiting for you and you came late.
Then Twong offered to give me some biscuits.
the i say:Oh no thanks,i am already used to not having lunches.

I guess skipping lunches is part of my routine liao.I rmb during term 1 this year,i was super busy coz got PSL then got guides orientation thingy plus its a new class then like got no one to ask for help to buy lunch. So i like the first week of term one never eat lorh! and i survived! i am strong.
Amazingly,My stomach didn't growl.

i am slacking today coz i have to reward myself for studying these few days.

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Chinwen:Lol..i am so honoured can... you have LA at least thrice a week! so you will think of me thrice a week!! haha<33 LA is fun... poems? is my that ype of poems considered poems?no use of any litertary devices at all! so nah..i am not a poet..neither would i want to be one<33

Bernice:Yo! my blog is cool right? haha<33but i don't really think the current blogskin is nice..still searching for a new one. thanks for sharing your windbreaker with me in the LT today!! love you:)) muacks!

a lot of things happened recently!! like da4 feng1 chui1 like dat....all the problems all chui1 to me liao. sighs!! i realised that there you can't really trust anyone in this world...ok..maybe some you can trust but the majority of the population are selfish.they think only of themselves.
talking about trust and friendship,this two are the basic fundamental principles between relationships among people.Yet i just don't understand why some people just cannot believe themselves and their friends.
i really miss the innocent times we had when we were in primary school. There weren't so much problems as now and people are all so happy-go-lucky.Sometimes,ignorance is bliss. Now what i want is some peace.I don't care what others say..I don't care what you are going to do..i will just carry on with my life as peaceful as normal as quiet as possible.

doing NYAA tmr.. i guess thats the only thing that can make me realise that I am not useless in this world,i can bring sunshine to the lifes of the children there. Yes,they shall be my motivation drive.

tests are coming up,i am not really prepared... i need to sleep early today!!
only when you sleep,you won't think of the exisiting problems,sometimes,escaping from reality is not so bad.

i only wish that the things that i wished for will come true one day.

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this is one of the pageant practice..just to be kept for memory.

it was cut off a little at the end ... sorry..

PAGEANT!!! oh my goose lor<3333 miss pageant so much!

hey hey!

as you all know..for nyaa.. i am going to this children home of the disabled... eg:austistic children..
i am going on thursday from 3-5 so if anyone else still want to join me zihui yux and cheryl,pls tell me!! coz the people say they need a lot of volunteers.

and then job scope,talk and play with the children x:D

you can choose to go on wed or thurs.
wed with zihui and huifen
thurs with me yux and cheryl

yupps.. so who wants to come can tell me:))

today is just a mugging day
have been doing maths maths and still maths.

haha<33 and i finished my home audit.

heard that the sec two's footdrill have improved. as in catching up with the sec threes?
must be becoz of pageant. haha<33
oh man i miss pageant! its so fun doing pageant with the sec twos! oh yea.. and ah png too!
pageant = love=guides=love=fun=happy!

i shall upload the pageant video again.

miss it a lot!

whats over is over,we have to face the future
we cannot slow down our footsteps,we have to go faster!
memories will be kept
our laughter fun and sweat
there will be a day when we will meet again. pageant:))

went to xinyan's house today!!
so something hilarious happened. and malu-ed anning.

so after lunch we went to take the lift back to xinyan's house.
and then its like the six of us all in the lift already,then got one man said:eh got lift..hurry!!
then we quickly told anning to press the close button..but to no avail. the man and his girlfriend came in...
and then once they came in...there was a buzzing sound. and anning said:isit overload?
then the girlfriend say:no.(in a whats your prob tone)
and the door close.

then we were supposed to go to 19th floor.
during the long journey up,
the girlfriend said to her boyfriend: like never take lift before!( and its the type like very softly but meant for anning to hear)
I was standing next to anning... and then she step on my leg!! i was like thinking:you step my leg for what! so painful!!!

then they exit at 10th level.

then later anning told us what the woman said about she never taking the lift before.
coz no one heard it except anning. and anning thought i heard it so she step on my toes to sort of signal something.

okay... so iwas telling anning: you should have told me what she said!(as in whisper to me or smth lah)
then once i know that that woman bully our anning,
i will say: eh anning! when are you going to invite us to your bungalow harh! but i very lazy to climb up the stairs leh! why your bungalow no lift one?(must stress bungalow and no lift).

then maybe anning should reply:oh man...since young i have been always climbing the stairs in my bungalow and i long time like never take lifts liao.

good right!! my idea is so good man... bet will piss that woman off! how dare you say anning like never take lift before in such a sarcastic tone!

ok... end of story.
if you understand it,well done.
if you don't,forget it.

PS: my foot is still hurting from anning's stepping!!

today had EEC!
but the highlight of the day is not during EEC but after that!
after that..
me yenjin sandy iris yuxin and an-ning went to Plaza Sing the KFC to eat!!

first we ordered food.
an ning ordered the drink: can i have less ice
" if you have less ice means got more drink"

then I hurry call the person: excuse me! can i have no ice?
ok..so she gave me no ice... and i got loads and loads of milo and its already cold coz the machine there is cold one...

amanda very clever right! this method is so good! but sandy and iris forgot to tell that person don't want ice. tsk

and then we were talking about eating and loads of wierd and funny stuff.. then i laugh too much until i cannot eat lorh! so funny can:0 sorry iris! i used too much of your tissue!!
we talked about eating bread and eating along corridor and talked about OBS and about nice nice stuff! and we were hoping to have a batch thing together this june! so yeah! planning in progress:)

then after eating i went home with yenjin and sandy.
then we saw this ago go woman with big sunglasses. I was trying to contain my laughter can!!oh my goose lor! the yenjin drop her hair pin under that ago go woman legs..then she just bend down, and pick up!!!!!

went to yishun for dental checkup!
i don't need braces! hurray:))

and i went to buy the wheels for chem car. well done! (in sandy's tone)

tmr have to go xinyan house to do chem car so tong zhi men, zai jian le!

something meaningful for you all to read<33


Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.
Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the
person who made you cry?
If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?
Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
You can only go as far as you push!
Actions speak louder than words.
The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.
Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.
Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.
A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and lucky to have.
Some people make the world special by just being in it.
Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.

When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look
beside you and your best friend will be there.

True friendship never ends.

Friends are forever.

Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but you know they
are always there.
Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints
in your heart.



If u love something...let it go.
If it comes back to you its yours....
If it doesn't then it never was.


thanks to all the nice people around me and always there to help me!!amanda loves you all<333

getting emo is good,you can reflect on the things that you have done and seek improvements.

yeah jolene is right..we must be thankful of the good friends around us.. and thank god for blessing me with good friends..hohoho..
and today,I learnt how to look at things from a different perspective.
My IH group suddenly got broken up coz got 2 members in our class don't have group so we have to split up to let them join us. Its quite good because you get to work with different people and at least learnt something new about your classmates. jiayou man!

and today is a slack day. i finished all my testworks and today got no homework.yippee!!
Thursday have to go for EEC,cannot do footrill and most importantly SONG SESSION!
I was telling iris this morning that i think they will have song session on thurs and i don't want to miss it.Then iris say bu ke neng coz we just had song session recently to learn the thinking day song etc. And during recess,i went to the guideboard and tada-- its song session!! oh my goose lor... then i learnt to look at this from a different perspective. i don't get to do song session,but it doesn't matter coz i get to learn how to save energy and we can still have a mini song session with those ppl at EEC during the short breaks. Woohoo.. no need to polish boots! i guessed as well that theyrewill be footdrill coz must teach the sec ones some basics for the enrolment!! oh man,just realised that enrolment is on Friday the 13th, something bad is going to happen!!

bernice is going to the library with me on sat... to study! in case you don't know, tests are coming up! and i already xia4 ding4 jue2 xin1 to do well this time:))))

i shall change my blogskin soon...

will i change my mind because of you? i really don't know.

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you have come into the world of AMANDA! a not very special person;
just your next door girl:)
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