Tuesday, December 25, 2007
my 97th post on Christmas!
Merry Christmas everyone!!!
i just watched finish Episode 2 of ISWAK2<33 hehh its really nice, but ZS was quite bad toXQ in this episode. but then when he brought XQ to the lecture that part damn nice and cool:DD can't wait for the 3rd episode!
let's check what i did today, hmm 3 R and R, half-done li jie wen da, one proposal, and looked at the written assignment for an hour but still can't solve. tsk heh, wanted to go gym today but just realised its public holiday! stupid la, i still have chinese SIA, IH SIA, and my chengyus, this is the first time i'm so screwed. i hate doing things the last minute, now its like so luan! RAAAHHH! this holiday is like so screwed up! spent time doing so many useless things, or time was spent meaninglessly. i shall reset my timetable and goals again<3
i guess after all these, i finally learnt how to persevere in times of difficulties and keep on optimistic about things. from my kolkata trip, i saw the fragileness of humanity and saw what was the true meaning of happiness. i think i've gained a lot though i lost too, and yet the support of friends really kept me going on. I finally understood what true friends are and i'm really greatful that i saw which friends are worthy of me to give my time for, and for some,i really saw their true colours.
i guess life is about this, having ups and downs and losing,gaining and at the end of the day, you will learn a lot of things that you've never imagined. and i'll continue learning i promise!
heh talking about the word promise, i think i made like a lot of promises to many people but still haven shi xian my promise, haha i'm such a shi bai zhe... hehhh one day bah,MAYBE..
and i think i still owe people meals and stuff yeah...oh like zihui's candy i think:)
and thanks to everyone who wished me Merry Christmas, or randomly just wishing me Merry Christmas on MSN or just a simple "have a nice day" and stuff, xiexie! and really sorry that i didn't reply to all yeah,my sms is exploding soon this month:D but really,thanks for everything!
And i'm really tired now, i don't like to be the one always initiating, very very tired. and somehow i changed my opinion of someone a lot, and i guess things are always this superficial and fake.and really,i don't care anymore, i'm going to continue doing my own things and lead my own life.
Y6:12 PM
