Thursday, November 29, 2007
it all happened too quickly;
and suddenly,I'm bombarded with so many commitments;
IF ONLY;all this didn't happened.
I WANT to go back to my old life,
WHERE Mugging is Always No 1, CCA No 2,
heh, really I hate you being part of my life and I can't take it anymore.
IF ONLY,THINGS WEREn't this way.
Time Management; No more TVs,No More early sleep, LESS BlOGGING, LESS SLACKING,
well, i guess next year gonna be a tough year.
I sure love challenges,but not like this, putting my sec four results at stake.
I still remember the early goal I set, I will go in HCI with a msg of 1.0. but i guess this should be an impossible dream.
hanging on,because I know I have to;
i really miss my sec two life, where things were so peaceful,
i really miss my sec three life,where things were just so great!
hehhhhhhh I really don't know what to do,
I need to set my priorities right,
Be a man, and Do the Right Thing.
Well I guess since I've taken on this challenge, I'll do my best,and get the best out of all this.
No matter how much jiayous i get,its not that significant anymore, because I know that the only person that can help myself is me.
You said Jiayou to me, I really didn't feel anything. Perhaps by saying jiayou, you are dumping all the responsibilities to me.
Perhaps this is too much of a burden for me, I really didn't ask for this, I didn't wish for this to happen,
But really, I'm still glad that I'm being acknowledged for the capabilities I possess.
Yet Sometimes, I really wish I wasn't so great, I rather be a messy,disorganised, and irresponsible person, perhaps this way I would be a little happier?
I really don't know, but no matter what, I think I will still perserve, with some determination, things will work out fine.
I'll try to be optimistic, I'll still keep on smiling:D
but behind the smiles of mine, you never know how i really feel,
再坚强的人，总会有脆弱的时候。
above are all just random reflections of this girl who is currently PMS-ing.
Y1:44 PM
