Saturday, October 13, 2007
disappointment it is.
raah,i don't know what to say le.
even my most confident subject failed the mark. it was so close man! and yeah even though people scored lower than me, i wasn't really happy. I've always compared results with my past and not with others so whatever it is, i am still not satisfied. the feeling is like @#$%@&#% you know. when i can get like 90/110 last year, and then this year, 78/110?? deprovement of like millions of marks?? what the hell man. maybe i should go for tuition next year man
chemistry=more disappointment.
raahhhh,it used to be the most easiest subject. and its like the first B i got for chem this year? 我的心情好像掉了谷底.
you may think i have high expectations of myself but considering the fact that i've been doing so well this years,if i don't improve then whats the point? its like you are not learning anything at all? hiaz.
calcutta. sounds nice,interesting.
wanna be in the same group as people i know yeah. but considering the fact that *****************, 是不可能的。
anyway, yesterday was a SUPER BAD DAY.
but got cheered up by weiyi's antics and yenny's words.
they are so strong,so brave and so 坚强than me.
Yenjin,don't worry too much lah. we'll all work hard next year(:jiayous!
Weiyi, iam ultra sure i will see you next year. waiting for you to do better than me okays<33
Zihui! ahh don't be too sad le. you really 尽力already.loves<3
as for everyone out there,
don't 气馁，我们要加油！believe in yourself and put in ultra hardwork next year,
we will all go HCI together man.
as for this year, what matters is that you've already tried your best. really.
i am now to afraid to set expectations for myself.
害怕 期望越高，失望越大。
whatever comes my way be it results,regional CIP commitments or even CCA, ireally very
害怕。表面上装得很坚强，其实内心比任何人更加失望。
hiaz, 一切顺其自然吧(:
i still wanna end this post with a smiley face.
Y8:33 AM
